entry number one

i always thought i was funny until i met someone even funnier, and i learnt the word lame. i always thought i was smart until exams proved the opposite. i always thought my cuteness will bring me a fortune until i realized i wasnt cute at all. on and on, reality sucks. i learnt lesson the hard way everytime. but i find indulging myself into trouble is kinda my talent. i thought being sweet in a relationship is the key to everlasting love. the truth is, its not. but lust does. most of the time. people dont earn my respect easily. i only pay to those who are worthy to respect. doesnt mean u are an elderly, i will let u get away with anything. even 70 years old bitch got slapped. im currently in love. with people and cat. to be precise, my people and my cat. i find myself hard to forget the past. i used to kick a boy's ball once and the next day he confessed to me. one of the weirdest thing ever. and awkward. i hate to move on but i know moving on is the best solution to everything. 

p/s i dont know how to start over but i'll try. please be patient.